Kekurangan itu kelebihan.

"cuma satu saja, ustaz" ujarnya. 

"apa dia?" saya mahu tahu. 

"apa hikmahnya Allah beri saya terlihat dan terpandang kelemahan ayah serta ibu?" soalnya jujur. 

"hmm. bagi seorang anak yang 'bahagia', apa hendak semua dapat, semuanya elok-elok belaka. kamu rasa dia sedar tak dengan satu kelemahan yang boleh berlaku pada dirinya?" saya menjawab dengan soalan. 

"tidak. apa dia ustaz?" dia sedikit kebingungan. 

"dia tidak biasa dengan kekurangan. dan tidak biasa menguruskan kelemahan. jika dia tidak sedar dengan hal itu, bersediakah dia untuk menghadapi kekurangan suaminya apabila dia berkahwin nanti? bersediakah dia untuk menghadapi kekurangan anak-anaknya apabila dia menjadi ibu nanti? kamu rasa bagaimana?" 

"mungkin bersedia. mungkin tak bersedia. entah!" kata remaja itu. 

"tapi kamu, kerana sudah belajar menerima dan menguruskan kekurangan ibu bapa, kamu bersedia tak andai kata suami kamu nanti ada kekurangan, anak-anak ada kekurangan?" saya menyambung, tanya. 

"bersedia!" katanya dengan yakin. 

"rupa-rupanya, kekurangan ibu dan bapa kamu itu, adalah didikan Allah untuk menjadikan kamu manusia hebat satu hari nanti. insyaAllah. kamu yakin?" saya membuat kesimpulan. 




petikan dari MURABBI CINTA- HASRIZAL ABD. JAMIL  
#DIDIKAN ALLAH UNTUK BAKAL MANUSIA HEBAT (hlmn. 28-33) 

petikan di atas sudah cukup untuk membuat saya terfikir. Allah tak izinkan sesuatu perkara itu berlaku tanpa sebab. Kita sebagai manusia, samada yang mengalaminya, atau hanya berwatak pemerhati. perlu membuat penilaian. 

BArab

Belajar bahasa arab dengan adik.

Kakak : Hal anta ta'kul?
Adik    : Laisa ba'da
Kakak : aik? kenapa jwpn mcm tu? pelik ngat eh. tidaklah selepas?
Adik    : tidaklah selepas = belum lagi.. lebih kurang la
Kakak : oh..begitu pule...  
Kakak : Ainal ummi ?
Adik    : Bait
Kakak : Ma fa'altahu?
Adik    : Haha..kak....soalan kau...
kakak  : salah ke?
Adik     : Asal faham je... salah nie...
Kakak  : Yg betul die ape?
adik      : Ma za yaf'alna . (kot?)
Kakak : oh...


Hehe. I just found this conversation is heart tickling. XD

But deep in my heart....I really need to learn this language...Allahu...
The language of Quran, the language of Rasulullah...

The Price of a Smile

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. 

In the name of Allah, the most Gracious the Most Merciful. 

Alhamdulillah wa Allahu akbar. 

After a few attempts to write something here, Alhamdulillah I managed to actually 'write' here. 

*and to tell the truth, this is my FIFTH attempt to write something today. hahahhh*

Talking about smiling. 

Recently, I smiled a lot. Well, simple things can make me smile.
I was asked a few years back : what will make you smile, my answer was ‘flower’.
But now, things changes. Alhamdulillah I appreciate what is surrounding me more. The cloud can make me smile, the flowers, children, dogs, cats, the wind. Just name it. And above all, Allah made me smile. Why? Because He made everything. He made us all. No doubt.

Back then when I was younger, Mak always need to ask me to smile : “Kakak, senyumlah sikit..masam je”

haha. *and thinking of that,just that. made me smile.*

Now, mak will say “ eleh…senyum2 ni pun sejak kebelakangan ni je ni..”
And yes, recently. Since two years ago.
2 years ago, during summer holiday, I attended 2 family funerals.
Both Allahyarhamah (May Allah bless them) were smiling.
And they were people that I know with showering smiles.
They smiled a lot when they were alive.
*iyarrkkk!! Sebijik batu besar menghempap kepala*

So Add, why you no smile?  *trolling face*
You want muka masam during your funeral?
Of course I no want!
And I started to think of happy things, and appreciate things around me more.
And Alhamdulillah. People around me made me smile a lot.
The family, the friends, the strangers, the nature.

And among things that made me smile all day long, is looking at our Muslim sisters and brothers around. *flowery face*
Alhamdulillah for this feeling.

Rasulullah (peace be upon him) is a man who always smile.
So why no us? Smiling is sunnah. Smiling is sadaqah, a charity.

"...Your smile for your brother is charity.” – Fiqh-us-Sunnah, Volume 3, Number 98

And smiling is deadly contagious.
I hope I smile naturally. Ikhlas.
And remind me to smile when I don’t.
Every single deed counts.

Do not look down upon any good work, and when you speak to your brother, show him a cheerful face.” (Sunan of Abu-Dawood, Hadith 1889)

And I dedicate this lame old song for you, XD 

3 Advices from Saleh Al Maghamsi ثلاث نصائح من صَآلح المغَآمسي

3 Advises :

1- Do everything you can to please your mother.

2- Don't ever pass a day without ever reading the Quran.

3- Don't ever start the day without performing Tahajud and witr Prayer.

MasyaAllah!

Ten Best Days Of Zulhijjah

Zulhijjah is around!

Let's do good deeds~!

Allahuakbar!

Err...apesal awak masam je?

Bismillah. Bismillah. Bismillah.

Alhamdulillah wa Allahu akbar.
Di saat diri masih bernafas.
Masih punya nikmat pancaindera.
Alhamdulillah wa astaghfirullah.
semoga diampunkan segala kelekaan saya. dan kamu. dan ya! kamu juga!
errr...kita? (:

Sehari ini.
Cuba kita lihat perjalanan hidup kita.
Apa analisisnya. apa diagnosisnya?
Tidak mahu berkata lebih tentang HablumminAllah...
kerana saya tahu kamu lebih hebat dari saya.
Tetapi mahu menulis sedikit tentang hablumminannas..
Hubungan dengan manusia.

Frasa tema hari ini:

Wajah menyenangkan saat dipandang.

Ia mencerminkan suasana hati. 

Ya! ekspressi wajah mencerminkan suasana hati.

Kita selalu kata : ukhuwah fillah. Uhibbuki fillah. Ya ukhti habibati. dan semua kata-kata manis yang boleh dituturkan.

Tapi kadang-kadang kita lupa untuk mengekspressikan rasa itu di wajah kita...
Senyum ke....
Sengih ke...
Atau sekurang-kurangnya tidak memasamkan muka.

Put aside your problems for a while.
Put aside your conflict with others for a while.
Smile. just a little bit. It doesn't cost you any. (=

Kadang-kadang berwajah masam di hadapan rakan-rakan boleh men'down'kan emosi orang lain.
Selalu, penyakit ceria itu ialah penyakit berjangkit.
So you choose your Infection!

Enough said,
I end this rant with a hadith,

“Jangan kamu perkecilkan sesuatu yang

 ma’ruf walaupun sekadar bertemu

 saudaramu dengan wajah yang ceria” 

(Riwayat al-Hakim dan al-Baihaqi di dalam Syi’ab al-Iman)

Jadi, senyum juak kitak. bulih?

Senyum.senyum.senyum,Senyuuuuuuuuummmmmm. (= 

Lord of Ramadan

and yes. Ramadhan. I miss you already. will we meet again? am praying hard for the time...Ameeenn..


*jzkk for the song. C: *

Bismillah Bismillah Bismillah,
A must to start with the name of Allah,
I don't have much to say,
Just a mere ranting i would say,
For the great memories to stay,
Checking if the intention is allright,
Then only we'll board the flight.
All the sweet children we've knew,
vanishes the rocky roads we've been through,
All the beautiful sceneries and the sky so blue,
Dries the sweat and all the woe,
can't believe we've made it through!
All the smiles and thanks received,
Erases frowns and the
Alhamdulillah all praises to Allah,
we've gained so much it is no doubt-lah!
May all the euros,time,skill and penat lelah,
Be the future paycheck to meet HIM inshaAllah. (:


-I am missing Sabah and all its Memories. (': -
Kg Sinaron. taught me about hardship.
Keningau taught me about communication skill.
Kota Kinabalu taught me about friendship.

And the whole Sabah about life.

Alhamdulillah wa Allahu Akbar

Bismillah Bismillah Bismillah.
Alhamdulillah wa Allahu Akbar!

Alhamdulillah untuk setiap saat waktu lapang
Alhamdulillah untuk sebuah keluarga sederhana yang riang
Alhamdulillah untuk setiap hidangan di atas meja
Alhamdulillah untuk ibu bapa yang berjasa
Alhamdulillah untuk seorang sahabat yang sungguh ceria

Alhamdulillah untuk setiap kilometer yang dipandu
Alhamdulillah untuk internet service yg agak laju
Alhamdulillah untuk adik-adik yang cool dan stylo
Alhamdulillah untuk setiap teguk kopi-o dan milo

Alhamdulillah untuk setiap kesibukan
Alhamdulillah untuk segenap kesusahan
Alhamdulillah untuk seraut kesedihan
Alhamdulillah akhirnya ia sebuah kegembiraan.

Tidak terlarat rasanya untuk menulis semua perkara yang patut saya syukuri sepanjang hidup ini.
sekadar peringatan buat diri sendiri, jangan pernah berhenti mensyukuri nikmat Allah, sekecil-kecil perkara yang terjadi, sekecil-kecil benda yang  berlaku, walaupun kita lihat sebagai kurang signifikannya, 'things happen for reason'.

Semoga masa depan itu lebih indah. Walaupun jalan yang dilalui sungguh perit, penuh liku dan berbatu-batu.
Semoga masa depan itu lebih bermakna. Walaupun kadang-kadang kita jarang mahu memikirkan setiap yang berlaku apa ibrahnya.
Mula berfikir dan merancang untuk masa depan, shall we?

dan mula bersyukur atas segala kejadian, boleh ke? 

Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. 

-repekan yang ada betulnya Wallahua'lam.-

sesudah subuh, 4 Julai 2011. 

Trust

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum.

It's been a while. Since I wrote my rants here.
Went to a meeting. The shortest meeting I've ever been so far. (nice one, Director!)

Just got quite a big responsibility.
Holding on others trust.
Pray that I'll keep the grip firm, Ameeenn...

While I was waiting for the bus, A word came across my mind : "TRUST".

When we're lost in a new city,
and we asked a man about the direction,
and we followed his instruction, without knowing whether he gave a correct direction or not.
We TRUST him.

When we ride a bus,
and while thinking of the narrow road and the big double decker bus with big trees along the roadside,
We TRUST the driver not to crash into any of the trees...

When we ride a taxi,
we TRUST the taxi driver will take us right to our desired destination.

Having got a responsibility,
Let's say...
being a committee member in any society,
or a leader to any group, or association...
or simply,the leader of a family...
Looking at the TRUSTs they put on us,
and looking at how far we TRUST ourselves to take the responsibility,
how far we TRUST ourselves that we have the capability, and the capacity.

Above all TRUSTs...
the biggest and greatest TRUST is on Allah.
Allahu. Allahu. Allahu.
TAWAKKAL. is the other name of TRUST to Allah.

وعلى الله فليتوكل المؤمنون …

…and in Allah should the faithful (Ever) put their trust [3:122, 5:11]

All the trusts that we give to others,even to ourownselves, are not valid unless everything is based on the TRUST to Allah. Why? 

Because we don't hold our future. HE does.

Because we don't have any rights to our own lives, unless HE allows it. 

Because we don't have the power. HE is the Almighty. 

Because we don't have anything, HE owns everything. 

Lets put our TRUST, in Allah. 

No other. 

… ومن يتوكل على الله فهو حسبه …

…And if any one puts his trust in Allah, sufficient is (Allah) for him… [65:3]

Bismillahitawakkaltu 'alallah. 

Ya Allah, demi rahmatMu aku memohon maka janganlah Engkau serahkan aku kepada diriku walaupun sekelip mata dan perelokkanlah urusanku keseluruhannya, tiada Tuhan yang berhak disembah melainkan Engkau.

Oh Allah, don't let me have me. ='( 

How far our trust metre can go?