Trust

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum.

It's been a while. Since I wrote my rants here.
Went to a meeting. The shortest meeting I've ever been so far. (nice one, Director!)

Just got quite a big responsibility.
Holding on others trust.
Pray that I'll keep the grip firm, Ameeenn...

While I was waiting for the bus, A word came across my mind : "TRUST".

When we're lost in a new city,
and we asked a man about the direction,
and we followed his instruction, without knowing whether he gave a correct direction or not.
We TRUST him.

When we ride a bus,
and while thinking of the narrow road and the big double decker bus with big trees along the roadside,
We TRUST the driver not to crash into any of the trees...

When we ride a taxi,
we TRUST the taxi driver will take us right to our desired destination.

Having got a responsibility,
Let's say...
being a committee member in any society,
or a leader to any group, or association...
or simply,the leader of a family...
Looking at the TRUSTs they put on us,
and looking at how far we TRUST ourselves to take the responsibility,
how far we TRUST ourselves that we have the capability, and the capacity.

Above all TRUSTs...
the biggest and greatest TRUST is on Allah.
Allahu. Allahu. Allahu.
TAWAKKAL. is the other name of TRUST to Allah.

وعلى الله فليتوكل المؤمنون …

…and in Allah should the faithful (Ever) put their trust [3:122, 5:11]

All the trusts that we give to others,even to ourownselves, are not valid unless everything is based on the TRUST to Allah. Why? 

Because we don't hold our future. HE does.

Because we don't have any rights to our own lives, unless HE allows it. 

Because we don't have the power. HE is the Almighty. 

Because we don't have anything, HE owns everything. 

Lets put our TRUST, in Allah. 

No other. 

… ومن يتوكل على الله فهو حسبه …

…And if any one puts his trust in Allah, sufficient is (Allah) for him… [65:3]

Bismillahitawakkaltu 'alallah. 

Ya Allah, demi rahmatMu aku memohon maka janganlah Engkau serahkan aku kepada diriku walaupun sekelip mata dan perelokkanlah urusanku keseluruhannya, tiada Tuhan yang berhak disembah melainkan Engkau.

Oh Allah, don't let me have me. ='( 

How far our trust metre can go?